Hello Again

I know it's been a while since I lasted posted. Well, the laziness in me took over my will.
Anyways, I'm currently in a midst of a battle. Sooo many things happened just within these two weeks, but I'm really grateful to God because I'm still alive and in one piece.

3rd June 2009
The day before, 2nd June: Studied soooo much till brain gonna burst.
On that day: Economics 3 started at 6.55pm-7.55pm. I was quite excited because it was my very first paper for this last exam. Arrived college at 4pm++, was fetched by my dad (so blessed...=) ). Mom was anxious as well. Entered in the exam hall, too sesat to find my seat. Lolz. Blur me as usual... Sat down with heart pumping as fast as maybe monorail? lolz. (if bullet train i think i long time ko dy) So, had to choose either question 1 or 2. Question 1 was about employment, oil prices and etc (can't remember much now, will tell why later), Question 2 was about Interest Rates. I chose question 2 'coz question 1 had calculations which I've forgotten how to calculate. There were a lot of sub questions. I've done all except for 2 sub questions which carried the most marks because brain jam dy. Time: 7.35pm. I quickly started doing question 1 (yes, I know it's silly). After reaching the 3rd sub-question of question 1, I panic. Death was the only word I could thought of. 10 more minutes till exam ends, heart beat was way faster than monorail. Went back to question 2 to finish the two hard questions. Crap, crap, crap, crap until I've forgotten what I crapped. Pandai right? Lolz.
Finally, first paper passed with remorse. Went back home nangis like no one's business 'coz in my mind, Elizabeth=failure. After much encouragement from others, went online then devotion and sleep.

Dreaming time: Interest rates questions kept popping in front of my face. It came NEARER AND NEARER when I couldn't answer on time. So freaking scary and crazy (silly as well). Cold sweat on forehead. Woke up at 4am++, phew... Thank God that it was just a dream after all. Continued sleeping. After continued sleeping still got nightmares which i also forgotten dy. This showed how much impact that first paper had on me.

Thursday, 4th June 2009
Woke up at 9am++, continued sleeping till 10am++. Blur-ed headed, brush teeth and no breakfast. No motivation, no courage, no boldness, no semangat, everything also no but no no God lah of course. lolz. So went down just to tell mom how I felt, dunno what she told me 'coz one ear in one ear out. hehe. Conversation was like this:
After all the dunno what she said, I changed topic.
Me: Eh? Where are the new phones that are supposed to arrive?
Mom: Oh.. Here dy. (brings out new phone, my eyes opened wider this time)
Me: Wah... What phone is this man... Not bad leh.... How to open the cover to put sim card ar?Where's the box?
Mom: (points to dad's office place)
Me: (Went and search for beberapa minutes 'coz can't find)
A bit struggle here and there, finally my sister managed to open it after finding the box which was actually under my mom's table. sweat.
Me: Then where's the other phone?
Mom: (Points at my dad's office table)
Me: Wah.. Supernova man.... Not bad but camera not clear. lolz

So that was the starting motivation of my day after a terrible nightmare. Had a new phone, not so mahal one though. Practically whole day studied like cow, not much rest. At 9pm++, found out calculator mati. Panic 'coz next day accounts paper, called friends to bring calculator tmr. Slept at 2am++ 'coz can't sleep.

5th June 2009
Woke up at 7am++ like zombie. Thank God all my friends brought calculators, but of course I needed one only.
First paper: Accounts 2 (10am-1pm) & quarantine (1pm-2pm)
Remarks: Die already this time, behind 32 marks questions dunno how dy. This time too tired to cry.
Second paper: Economics 5 (3pm-4.30pm) & quarantine (4.30pm-7pm)
Remarks: Not so hard 'coz done a lot of questions before. But had a paper cut during the exam which was quite painful and quite a lot of blood oozed out from my finger. I thank God for my hanky. I also thank God that quarantine not till 8pm but because dunno what daylight savings, it ended an hour earlier. Thank God for my father who was sooo nice to fetch me home from college. =) Thank God for my mom 'coz she prepared and even BROUGHT LOTS of food for my friends and I which kept us all alive during quarantine.
So, right now quite dead. Should be sleeping early but after seeing Joyce's blog now a bit semangat to update blog. lolz. Tmr gonna go eat breakfast with hahaha =).
Therefore, now gonna sleep.
Hope you can tahan the lameness and boringness.
Tata.